I can't anymore. I hate You*.I'm nothing anymore.You * broke me and You * broke my heart.I don't know why but I'm never strong when I think of You *.In fact,I'm never strong at all.Without You *.I can do nothing.I hate You * because I can't hate You * and I hate You * because I LOVE YOU * TOO MUCH.I'm not strong,I can't be strong.I'm so empty.I don't know how You * did but You * are the one who are still in my heart.There is only You *and nobody else.You * will be the one until my dying day and after.You * are the one who make me good and laugh.Thanks for this.But You *are also the one who know how hurt me.Do You know this ?You * hurt me too much.I gotta hate You *for that.And no,nothing has changed,You * are still the first in my heart and it will be like this forever.You * are not here anymore.I miss You *.I miss You * too much.You * hurt me,I gotta hate You *.I gotta.But i can't.Because if I leave You *,I'm in the shit,in the big shit.If I leave You* who will make me feel good,who will be there if I feel bad?Nobody.I want nobody.I just want You *.You don't know how I feel in this time and You *can't imagine how it is hard.How many times I dreamed You *come back to us but when I woke up it was the same as the others days?And it breaks me.I hate You *.I gotta but I can't.The memories of You *make me feel good,bad and break me.Do You *Know that?I LOVE YOU* ASSHOLE.I don't know why I hold on to You *like this.I don't know live without You *,I don't know anything.I'm lost and alone.The days are like darkness.The days spend so slowly without You *,nothing is good without You *.I hate You *.I gotta.I can't.Do You know how many times I cried because of You *?No You*don't know.You* don't know nothing.I gotta hate You *.I gotta for all this pain I feel inside me just because of You *.I try not to think about You *but I can't.I could writing like this all my life but it changes nothing for You *.I don't know why I can't hate You *.I don't know why I feel like this maybe it is because You are not here anymore.Yes,it is for this.I don't know how You do but You * are still in my heart and this forever.I don't know nothing.The only thing I know is :
I LOVE YOU *MORE THAN ANYTHING ASSHOLE.
And nobody will change this.